Kelvinisme Blog

LOgin to my blog just now, seem like very long time do not leave any message here. Today, i am very SAD…and i would like to write down my feeling right now in my blog…..

Yesterday,

HE left…….I received a call from my brother while i was in Singapore. After received the call, my brain blank and my hand shaking. I couldn’t think anything. I sat down and tried to make myself calm… I told myself i want to go back to Msia…

I told my counterpart and i said i want to back Msia on that night. Then, i rushed back to company and tried to recerve the flight ticket…..OMG, they said can’t reserve the ticket as it was less than 24 hours…..They said need to get it from the Air Port…So, once again i rushed back to hotel to pack my stuffs. After checked out, i rushed again to airport and in my mind, i prayed so that i can get a flight ticket… Thanks god, i able to get a ticket to Msia. Before i enter the immigration, the officer claimed that i overstay for 10 days. I interviewed by another officer at another counter…After about 30mins, everything was settle and i can be on board…..

I know i was RUSH but i only feel SAD…. (because HE left forever and i am not able to hear his voices, not able to chat with him and …………not able to see his face anymore……………)

HE is my uncle which i stayed with him since i was child and i almost few months can’s manage to talk to him ……. not the chance is gone >>> Please try to spend more time with your family …..

Besides, the person who i care only sent few words to me after i wait almost two hours. When i received the message, i was SAD and DOWN. I told myself i must be tough and i can handle it.

Today,

I was cried when i saw HIS face……although i told my self i am a tough guy…(SORRY, i really can’t control my tear)…..

Wish HE will happy and enjoy HIS new life in OTHER WORLD. I will always miss him and all the memories (with HIM) will be in my heart forever and ever……..

30 Sept 09 - The day HE left……….